It's hard when people don't understand. It's hard when you know everything that you're supposed to say to explain the situation, but you can't put the words together. Well. Welcome to what I feel like today.
I've been really upset and just empty today.
I feel empty. I feel like I don't have anything anymore. I give out so much love and express happiness whenever I can and I feel like I can never get it returned.
Growing up in a household where love is not shown and expressed, I got older and continuously longed for the feeling of love and dreaming of it. I read countless romantic novels and watched all the movies and listened to all of the songs about love. I was a hopeless romantic.
I know that God loves me more than anything, but today, I felt so empty I began to doubt. I began to doubt because I didn't feel anything.
My family didn't love me. My FAMILY.
I just want someone to care. To just love me for being me. To not judge me. To not look through me. To see me.
Love is hard to find. And I'm growing tired of looking.
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